Random Thoughts
i was returning from tuition today and when i alighted at pasir ris mrt, there were a lot of NSmen around, not surprisingly of cos. they are always around there every sunday to catch a bus at the interchange to tekong. why am i saying this? obviously it's bcos i may be one of them soon. ok, not so soon as if i'm taking my A levels this year. but i'm wondering if i'll have to enter NS early... as in december next year. i really dun think i can get a silver for napfa next year. for the uninformed, guys have a minimum criteria of getting a silver for napfa if u dun want to enter NS early. although not a bad thing either as i may adapt to army life better, it deprives me of my holidays. ooh, i must really cherish my holidays now then.
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friendster is a good place to find old friends. i will sometimes look around, click on people's profiles and read their testimonials, though i have always believed that testimonials are not very real and only shows good sides of people. however, who doesn’t like to receive compliments? the testimonials can teach me how appreciate people better too. but i’m too lazy to care about my friendster account.
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i found my primary school classmate on friendster today. she was from my first primary school. she had remained etched in my memory until today, bcos she was quite close to me. never contacted her after i changed my school though. dun she remembers me now. from her profile, i know that she’s now in siglap sec. quite shocked when i first saw that. my first reaction was “how come she landed there?” cos i’ve always regarded that school as full of a particular race that’s really not too smart. which is why i think i’m downright elitist. am i a product of the elitist education system in S’pore? i really think so. i always think that jc people are more superior than poly people. and top-5-jc people are more superior than some jc opposite my house. that’s very wrong i know. all people are created equal. yet i have such a mindset. dunno whether i can ever change it.
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i’m a boring person. i dun watch soccer or basketball, and i dun play computer games. i dun even specialise in a sport. u must be thinking, how can i even be a guy? yet i am. plus i’m so introverted and passive. which is why i think people dun enjoy talking to me at all. or they dun talk to me in the first place. it must be bcos i look too nerdy/serious to be true. i hate that. i am someone u can definitely joke around with. just ignite something within me, and as long as i know something about it, i’m sure i will be bursting into flames before u know it. please, i dun want to be talking about academics all the time. though that’s rather important for students like us now.
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it’s late, and i must sleep to prepare for a class chalet tomorrow. tata.